Sara Jay's Radical Therapy

Sure, I'm Sarah J. I'm an adult film star, producer for the last 20 years. I've been in maybe 3-4,000 scenes. Yeah, I lived in Ohio until I was, what, 20, 21-ish. Then I moved to Vegas. Vegas is cool. I don't hate Vegas at all, but it's also not the place where I want to lay my head for the rest of my life. But it was good. It was a great stepping stone. If I'm in the U.S., it's Miami. I've been here 14 years. I lived pretty much in all four corners of the U.S. and in the middle, too, so I think I found my spot. The weather is much better, first of all. I do not like Vegas weather. The dry does not agree with me. It's too hot in the summer, too cold in the winter. I like steamy, balmy heat. Oh, yeah, I started working when I was 11 years old. I did everything from dishwash to I was a cook in a kitchen. I did catering. I was a waitress. I made jewelry. I did telephone surveys. I sold Avon. The list goes on. Customer service. I worked at an insurance agency. Honestly, like my husband at the time, I met him and he was security for strippers. And he was like, why don't you start dancing? You could cut out some of these jobs you have. Because at the time I was working four jobs and going to college full time. And I just never even thought about it. So I gave it a shot and I loved it. My first scene? Yeah, my first scene was never, my actual first scene was never released because the guy couldn't get hard. I was so excited and this production company had come out to Vegas to shoot me. And whoever did the casting put me with a new guy and it didn't really work out for him. So my actual first scene that was released, I remember that too. And I guess the big snafu there was that I was under the misconception that being the best porn star meant having sex the best. And so I go into my first scene and I made him come within like two minutes. And I was like, oops. I thought I had done a really good job and they were like, okay, we gotta start over. I was like, oh, there's a bit of timing to this, huh? No, you know, like I think everybody was just like kind of shocked. Like, oh, wow, those are some skills. But also, we need to start over. Give the guy like 20 minutes and reboot. You know, I don't have a whole lot of family. And, you know, I kind of gave them updates as I ventured into adult. You know, I did some nude modeling and I stripped and stuff. So they were like kind of aware that I was like heading off in that direction. And then when I, you know, finally was telling them I was doing some scenes and stuff. My mom's first instinct was like, you're so smart, though. I thought you would use your brain and not your body for work. And I told her, I said, I am using my brain because I enjoy using my body. So, yeah, she would, like, you know, my parents, my mom and my dad were always like super supportive of everything I do. As long as I just, you know, stay the same humble, you know, person that I've always been. Every day. It's a mixed bag. Like, sometimes it's awesome. And I'm like, you know, I'm really happy to make people happy because, you know, they come up to me with, like, such excitement and, you know, they want to take pictures and let me know how many times they jerked off to me today. But at the same time, sometimes it's, like, wildly inconvenient or inconsiderate even, you know, so it just really depends on who approaches you and how they approach you. I usually just giggle just like that because it's, like, it's such a typical response and it's also really funny. But I elicit that in people, I guess. Yeah, you know, you gotta have a name for all your fans. I'm Sarah J, so they're my J-birds. Ooh, so many scenes to pick one. I think that might be impossible. I always, the scenes where I'm with more than one guy always stick out to me because that doesn't happen as frequently as I would like it to. But yeah, I've got some, you know, I like scenes with more than one guy. It's pretty fun. Yeah, I've got a couple right off the top of my head. I'm like, oh, that was horrible. We shot like a 12-hour day one time in like a warehouse that was not air-conditioned and I had to jerk off a dick with boxing gloves on. And it was, yeah, it was a 12-hour day. It was super stressful and everything was going wrong and it was ungodly hot in there and we were just dying. And that was hard to maneuver with boxing gloves. That was pretty bad. And then another scene that pops off on my head right away is a scene I did where they wanted, it was like March in LA, which is still kind of chilly. They wanted us in a pool and I had to be like treading water while I'm trying to suck dick. It's ridiculous. And the pool was cold, like very cold. So every time the guy would like, he was sitting on the edge and every time he would like put his feet in, his dick would shrivel up and then I'm trying to like get it hard again while I'm treading water. That was, and as we're like doing it, we're outside so the sun is moving because it's taking a really long time. So they have to keep changing the lights. It was also like a nine, 10 hour day. It's stressful. Definitely. I don't do anal. I don't, because I don't do anal, I don't do DPs. I've also declined to do scenes with certain performers. There's certain performers that I won't work with. There's also certain fetishes that I don't do. I don't do like taboo, incest, family stuff at all. And yeah, I'm kind of picky on who I do feed stuff with. Like I'll do some feed stuff, but like I need to know that you love my feed. It can't be just an act. I'm an expert at giving head. An expert. I feel like very confident in saying that. Yeah, I'm an expert at giving head. I don't think it's just one thing. I think it's several things. Obviously, you should really enjoy sex. That seems like a no-brainer, but it definitely has to be said. I think when you enjoy sex, you exude a sexuality and a hunger for sex, which I think is really important to show in pornography. This is a visual art, so if you can visually show that you're horny, that's great. But then also normal things like cleanliness and being on time and consideration and all that kind of normal job stuff, being prepared for work. So much. So much. I think first and foremost is that I can have some really great sex with people I wasn't initially attracted to. I think that that's something that you don't learn in a lot of other jobs or experiences in your life and I would consider it a skill set I guess. But there's lots of other things too like patience. Patience is very important. A lot of times you're on set all day just sitting around doing nothing. Or if you're trying to help your performer, we're all in this together. So yeah, try to put out some love if necessary. Yeah, okay, so first of all it's like a tattoo. It doesn't go away. Even if you do like a little scene for a little company nobody ever heard of over here, they might have heard of them in like two years or so. Like I had that happen a couple, not that I was intentionally concerned, but there was definitely some scenes in my career where I was just like, I'm just picking up a little extra cash here, a little extra cash there, and before you know it those are the scenes that like blew up, you know. So yeah, you'd be like totally prepared because you're doing it. You're really doing it. I honestly like working in an office. Like the nine to five hours isn't really the funnest thing, but I really like filing papers and organizing stuff. So I would probably work in an office most likely. I don't have a lot of them, but like Sundays, a lot of times on Sundays I try to take the day off because Sundays is the day I water my plants. And I've got like kind of a substantial amount of plants. I'm a plant mommy. And so I prune them and water them and give them whatever attention that they need. And that takes them, you know, two or three hours of the day sometimes. So Sundays usually kind of off. I try not to wear makeup on Sunday and get my plants done. Maybe watch a show on TV. Might go out to dinner with some friends or maybe brunch. Brunch is like one of my favorite meals. So yeah, just mellow out. I dabble in a lot of little things. I like to make arts and crafts and stuff like that. I really work out a lot. I love to work out. I spend a lot of time at the gym. And that's pretty fun. I guess that's kind of like it specifically. But yeah, I'm always getting into something, you know, trying something out, seeing how this goes, putting a little paint on something or painting a wall or something like that. Oh, romantic partner. I don't even know what that means. Yeah, romantic partner is kind of like a strong term for me, but like maybe in like companion, like, you know, friendship or like someone that, you know, it's going to be around in intimate moments, maybe. I really like, I like a couple of things. Like personality, you got to make me laugh. I have, you have to make me laugh. Like I need to laugh. And also like I like somebody that's very confident and aggressive, like physically. So like they're not like apprehensive to touch me, you know, they're like. I love butts. Butts are fun. Guys and girl butts. I like to touch them and rub them and massage them and lick them. It's fun. And I like oil quite a bit. Like I spend a lot of time covered in oil. But yeah, nothing, nothing too out of the ordinary. You know, I obviously, I get asked this a lot and I have to say like it varies based on who you're with. Like every dick is different. So like the positions don't always feel the same. You know, a doggy might feel good with one guy and doesn't feel good with another. So yeah, it just really widely varies based on the guy and how he's built. So, my thoughts on penis sizes, you should stop worrying about it first of all. Yeah, don't worry about the size of your penis because you can't do anything about that too much, you know. Instead, learn how to use the penis that you have because you know, big ones are used differently than small ones. So if you know how to use your tools, it doesn't matter as much as you think they are. I've done nude modeling and stripping for years and years and I still feature dance and of course I do like a lot of the adult services too like phone sex and text messaging and all that fun stuff too. Phone sex is interesting, like sometimes you know, you get people that just want to talk and ask you questions and interview you maybe and then other times you know, you answer the phone and somebody is already in the middle of jerking off like, oh okay, we're here already, my bad, I'm late. And you know, some guys are like really, they want you to do all the talking, sometimes it's like reciprocal, you know like back and forth. Yeah, totally different, interesting. And the one that gets me the most is like as soon as they come and they just hang up. Like that happens so much, they don't even say bye or nothing, they're just like, click, you're like, alright, bye, I guess you're done, have a good day. Roles, like on film, yes, I have had some roles. I've seen a couple like screamer type movies, you know, and yeah, it's alright, I like doing it, I like being naked and having sex. Oh, that's hard. Geez, I don't know, you could hit on so many levels, like personally, I just bought my mom and dad a house, that was kind of cool, but then also, I've gotten some really cool awards, like I've got a little trophy shelf, so like business-wise, I've gotten some really cool awards, especially the ones that are like fan recognition, those are the ones that always make me like the happiest because the fans have spoken kind of thing, you know? Somebody asked me this literally yesterday, and there is not one award, there is like four that are very, very nice, like I'm like, oh, these are very nice awards, like I've got an Avian Hall of Fame, which is beautiful, and I'm very appreciative for that. I have, I, for the YNAD Awards gave me a Best Industry Ambassador Award, which is very meaningful to me. That means that, you know, I'm a representation of the whole industry, and they thought I was like one of the best, so that's kind of cool. I've got a Triple Threat Award from Nightmoves, and I can't remember what all three of them are, but it's like basically a performer that not only performs, but produces and directs, and kind of has their fingers in a lot of pies. And so those are the ones that are really exciting for me. I also have like some fan awards, like Best Boobs and Best Fan Website, and stuff like that too, so the fan awards are always close to my heart. I just won an award two weeks ago too. It was also a fan-based voting award for Best Premium MILF Social Media Star. Thank you! My family! Yeah, like, not just family, but like friends and family, like the quality people you spend time with on a regular basis, you know, that's what makes life enjoyable. Sarahj.com is the best place, and of course social media, you can check out all my links, I've got like a link portal at SarahjLinks.com. I'm ready. Alright, thank you! Hello, Lavan! Good to see you! So, how's your week been? Really? I'm not sure. I'm not sure. I don't know if you've been doing anything. That's very interesting. I mean, normally, we just talk about your dad and go in circles about your ex, but this could be a breakthrough. So tell me more about that. Okay. Well... From what I'm hearing from you, it sounds like you have an attraction for older women. I mean, there's nothing wrong with that. It could be stemmed from a lot of different things. You might be having some mommy issues. Or it could be you're just tired of immature young women. It could be a lot of things, but it seems pretty normal. And when did you first... What was that? A dream? Tell me more about the dream. Okay. Older. Um, wiser. You know, it just makes sense that older women are a little bit more experienced. I can understand why you would have an attraction to them. Tell me about the dream. The woman in the dream. That's very interesting. Well, honestly, Milan, um, I feel like... I might be way out of my ballpark, but... Is this woman that you're dreaming about... Me? I mean, the way you described her... With the exceptionally large assets... I mean... I felt a little vibe between us, to be honest with you. You know, the tension... Between us is gonna have to be released. There's a term that we use in psychology when certain things are getting in the way of normal behavior. And we're gonna have to release this. I think I have some ideas. It's been very distracting having you as my client, to be honest. I think that if you're okay with it, I would like to try some radical therapy. It's not like anything that we've ever done before. Are you open to it? Okay. Wow. I think that we just have to kind of rewire the way that you see me. And maybe try to just release some of this tension between us. And that will help you get over any obstacles that are blocking your progression. Okay. What do you think, Milan? You ready for this radical therapy? I'm ready. You like looking at all these big tits. This tight cleavage. Mmm. Mmm. Mmm. Sometimes you just have to, you know, embrace your feelings. Now don't be embarrassed. I want you to enjoy me. I know that you've been thinking about this big, large breast. Mmm. Haven't you? You love having those big, mature tits right in your face, don't you? Mm-hmm. I know this is what you've been waiting for. Mm-hmm. Quite honestly, this is what I've been waiting for too. Mm-hmm. How badly do you want these panties off? Oh, yeah. Mm-hmm. Yeah. Right in your face. Big soft tits. Mm-hmm. Yeah. Yeah, look at that little white pussy. Oh, I can feel you getting so hard. Do you mind if I take your cog out? Oh, yeah. I've been wanting to see it since you came into my office the first time. Mm-hmm. Oh, yeah. Mm-hmm. Oh, yeah. Mm-hmm. Oh, yeah. Does that feel good? Do you like that? Oh, you like feeling my hands stroking that dick? Mm-hmm. Oh, yeah. Oh, it's getting so hard. Mm-hmm. Oh, yeah, put it right between them. Mm-hmm. Oh, yeah. Don't you fucking move. Oh, yeah. Mm-hmm. Oh, yeah. Just feeling it slide right between those titties. Oh, I love the way it feels. Mm-hmm. Oh, those big fucking tits just swallow that cock up. Oh, yeah. You know I'm gonna have to sit on it. I can't take it any longer. Oh, yeah. You ready for this pussy? Mm-hmm. Yeah. Oh, yes. Yes, yes, yes, yes. Oh, yes, yes. Oh, yeah. Oh, I feel so good. Oh, yeah. I just love the way your dick feels. Just milking that dick. Tiny little wet pussy wrapped around it. Uh-huh. Oh, you're so deep in that pussy. Okay. Mm-hmm. Yes, yes, yes, yes. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. Oh, yeah. Yeah. Mm-hmm. Oh, yes, yes, yes. Mm-hmm. Yeah. Mm-hmm. Yes, yes, yes, yes. Yeah, get it, get it, get it. Yes, yes, yes. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Uh-huh. Ooh. This feels so fucking good. Yeah. Uh-huh. Uh-huh. Ah, ah, ah, ah. Ooh. Bury all that meat inside me. Uh-huh. I want it all in there. It's so deep. Ah. Ah, it feels so fucking good. Ah. Yes. Fuck. Yeah. Uh-huh. Oh, yeah. Yeah. Ah. Ah. Oh, yeah. It's so good. Oh, yeah. Yeah. Oh, yeah. Yeah. Oh, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Ah. Ooh. Pump it into me. Yes. Oh, it's so good. Right there. Yeah. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yeah. Yeah. Mm. Mm. Mm. Ooh. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Oh, this feels so good. Mm. Mm. Mm. Mm. Ooh. Yeah. Mm. Mm. Mm. Mm. Mm. Get it. Get it. Get it. Get it. Uh-huh. I'm stroking that big fat neck. Mm. Feels so good. Uh-huh. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Oh, I love product package, too. Ooh. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Ooh, look at the eyebrows. Ah. Ah. Ah. Yeah. Ah. Ah. Ooh. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. You feel so good, but I'm gonna need you to do some more work. Yeah. Oh, look at this face. Teasing me with that tick. Yeah. You feel so fucking good. Yeah. Oh, that warm, wet pussy. It feels so good. Just wrapped around that dick. Fuck. Yeah. Yeah. Just get it, baby. Yeah. Oh, that pussy's so wet. You can hear it. Yeah. Oh, yeah. Mwah. Yes. You're so fucking deep. Mwah. Yes. Oh, that feels so fucking good. Ha. Oh my god, yes. Mm-hmm. Oh my god. Mm-hmm. Mm. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. You've got that pussy soaking wet. Yeah, yeah. Ooh, fuck. Yeah. Yeah, yeah. Fuck. Oh my god. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Ooh, yeah, yeah, yeah. Oh, just like that. Oh, that shit feels so good. Oh my god. You're hitting that fucking G-spot. Oh god. Oh, I love it. Oh, I love the way you fucking that pussy. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Ah. Ah. Ha. Ha. Ha. Yes, yes, yes, yes. Ah. Ha. Yeah. Mm-hmm. Yeah. Mm-hmm. Yeah. Uh-huh. Yeah. Oh, suck. Mm-hmm. Oh, that pussy. My nuts are so deep in that pussy. Yeah. I love it. Mm-hmm. Uh-huh. Oh, yes. She's a goodie. Uh-huh. Yes, yes, yes, yes. Oh, yeah. Tease me. Uh-huh. Yeah. I love it, I love it, I love it. Uh-huh. Ah, ah, ah. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. Get it, get it, get it. Yes, yes, yes. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Oh, oh, oh. Mm-hmm. Oh, oh, oh. Yes, yes, yes. Mm-hmm. You're such a tease on that pussy. Why don't you go ahead and sit down for me? I want to take a seat on that dick. Mm-hmm. Fuck. Yes. Mm-hmm. Oh, yeah. Oh, yes. Mm-hmm. Oh, fuck. Oh, yes. Mm-hmm. Yeah. Mm-hmm. Yeah. Mm-hmm. Oh, yes. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. Uh-huh. Huh, huh, huh, huh. Huh. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Huh, huh, huh. Huh. Oh, yeah. Mm-hmm. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yes. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Oh, oh, oh, oh. I got all that dick in me. I love it. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Oh, honey. Oh, oh, oh. Mm. You fucking feel so good. Uh-huh. Uh-huh. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Just take that. Oh, yes, yes, yes, yes. Mm-hmm. Uh-huh. Mm-hmm. Uh-huh, oh! Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah. Oh-oh-oh, oh, yes! Yes! Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. Yeah. Mm-hmm. Oh, yes! Oh, fine. Mm-hmm. Oh, yeah. Mm-hmm. Oh, yeah. I'm gonna get it. I'm gonna get every fucking drop. Mm-hmm. Yeah, give it to me. Mm-hmm. Oh, yeah. Mm-hmm. I'm gonna milk that cock. All that cream's gonna come out. Mm-hmm. Yes! Well. That was a perfect session. Mm-hmm. How do you feel after that session? Mm-hmm. Well, our time is up. And, um, I feel treatment like this works best if it's administered several times. So I'm gonna need you to come back here next week for another session. And, uh... I'll see you then.